After A Lengthy Pause…

It has been a long time since I’ve written this blog.There are a few reasons for that. The first being that The Friday Project is no longer going to publish the memoir based off this blog. This is for a multitude of reasons, none of them having to do with me.

The blog and the memoir were so intertwined with each other that it was hurtful to me to continue to write here. Knowing that two years worth of work were going to sit in the darkness after being promised the light was painful and, to be honest, I was a bit resentful of the blog.

Since the bankruptcy and buy out of The Friday Project (they are now part of Harper Collins) it has been hard to acknowledge this blog, to acknowledge the memoir. It was and is such a personal project for me that when Harper Collins didn’t want the book, it was as if they didn’t want me.

I’m sure any author would feel this way. But because this is a memoir, because the blog and book are me on the page, the damage was double what it would have been normally.

And so I stopped visiting this blog. I stopped penning my daily experiences with Cerebral Palsy. It was too painful to me to do so. And yet…

And yet, people have still stopped by to read it, have still stopped by to comment on it. I receive more emails about this blog than I do about any of my other pieces of writing. That’s saying something since those pieces are published in a multitude of different forms and One Step at a Time is still a blog.

I stopped writing in March 2008, one the one year anniversary of the blog. It seems only appropriate that I start writing this blog again, now that I have turned thirty.

Please forgive me if you’ve been waiting for posts; I’ve had to work through my own demons and dreams in order to make peace with the situation. Thankfully, I have an agent now, and we will hopefully see my memoir on the shelves in the near future.

But I realized recently that this blog isn’t about the memoir, no matter how intertwined they might be. This blog is about the disability, Cerebral Palsy and about giving inspiration and hope to those who might need it.

I can only hope you’ll forgive me for my lengthy absence. Stay tuned for more posts and read along as I take things one step at a time….